ok enough of the days

me and my bestie jazz

So i havent wrote in forever. My laptop needs a update and i just dont feel like updating it. So im on my aunt laptop. So much has happened in little timing. So i mimed for the first time ever and it was amazing. i went to Esota dance show yesterday. It started at 6 and ended well idk because i left at 10 and it was still goin on lol. I went on a triple date. That was different. But enough of all this IM GOOD!!!

The Remembrance

This flower reminds me of the first Shrek. Princess Fiona sent donkey out to find a blue flower with red thorns.  This is the flower minus the thorns. One of my favorite kid movies.

Day 8

OMG!! I havent wrote in two days!!

"I ben gone for a minute now I'm back with the jump off."


Much has happened in the past two days that I was gone. I been getting ready for this party tonight. Me and my twin are back in action. Not really much to write. I have been having a lot of rehearsals. Thats about it. I will have more for you guys tonight.


                                                              Signed
                                                  The Audacious Summer

You caused me to blossom!!

I took these two photos because I love the contrast of them. While one flower has the perfect habitat and surroundings to grow in, its dying. On the other hand a beautiful rose was growing through a iron fence! The beauty and irony of this caught my attention. These two still lives remind me of me. When my dad passed I had a perfect foundation to grow but I was inaudible and almost crippled in the spiritual and emotional realm. As I put fourth my aspirations and knew that I had to live for me I begin to grow through all of the things that seemed to fight and pull against me. As I met Brandyn he pulled me in a different direction that none other has. Teaching me how to trust and care again changed me in major ways. Exemplifying that no life wasn't perfect but its your reaction that determines what will make of you. He's the greatest person I met in FOREVER! And I am forever thankful. If he ever left me I wouldn't even be sad because theres a blessing in every lesson and im glad that i knew him at all!!

Signed,

Audacious Summer 

Day 5, Morning 6

"It seems like yesterday I was thinking something so good couldn't come my way. I was comfortable just sitting being all alone but, now I know that I cant ignore what my heart is telling me. I know I'm a little passed due, after all that I been through, break ups and make-ups and mistakes and heartaches, that aint you. I cant turn back now got me in over my head I'm in too deep!"

Hey my beautiful blogging people!! Today is currently Day 6 of my blog experience. So much has been happening lately. Yesterday I was way too upset to write. But I had to fix that this morning because my followers deserve better. So here I am! I went to the beach yesterday. After the long trip to get there I could not believe that all I wanted to do was lay on my beach towel and listen to my music! LOL. I know thats different but i have been feeling so somber lately. So I just lay there texting Brandyn and listening to my plethora of R&B songs. This didnt last long being that we were actually ready to come home! Omg when I got home my mother turned into a raging bull. I couldnt deal with it. I jus ignored her and tuned her out with my two trusted friends Mr. I-touch and Ms. Berry!! Through all of me ignoring her all i could think of was my father. He would usually be the one i ran to when i was going through all of my hard days. Now it was just me here all by myself living in this world of CRAZY! Good thing I have Brandyn and my twin who keeps me stable and focused on the bigger picture which is bettering me! In the end when I move out all I have is me, so the inarticulate and incoherent arguments were pointless. So I rather sit and take the abashment to establish and understand this is what I never want to be. I rather just sit and be a lady :-p. I've heard the curliest thing I've ever heard in my life which was directed towards me! I put on a tough outer layer. So when I'm being insulted or intimidated I just brush it off. But this was like none other. Yea of course I opted to act like a lady and not respond but this comment did something, not only to my feelings but to my integrity and my heart. I was told by my younger sister that she wished I would have died instead of my father!!! Are you serious??? And this was all because she had t wash dishes! I didnt let her see that she affected me but I went in the bathroom and cried the hardest i ever did since my dad passed. I didnt know what to do other than call the person who makes me happy no matter what...Brandyn. He made my night like he always does! I feel asleep more than happy that I have the best boyfriend ever!!


So thats the conclusive of this blog. 


I completed some things on my to do list of my summer adventures.


I am starting my flower memorability. 

Day 4, Morning 5

"If I wrote a book about where we stand, then the title of my book would be life with Superman!"


OMG. Yesterday was a crazy day. This has been the second father's day, since my dad has passed. Being depressed was more like a factor than an option.

Not really much to write. Besides the fact that I have the greatest boyfriend in the WORLD.

Forever forgiving, and he really cares!!

Day 3, Morning 4!!

"If I were to try to count the ways you make me smile, I'd run out of fingers before I run out of time to begin." 

So yesterday was yet another adventurous one! Dying of boredom, My Cousin Monai, my younger sister and I decided to go to the AQUARIUM! So not anticipating this L-O-N-G train ride I made sure I was ready to make the best out of this. As we took the F train from Queens through Manhattan all the way to Brooklyn, the ride was to say the least CRAZY. We had 44 stops to go until we reached our destination and during the 44 stop ride the things we witnessed made it memorable. From beggars to snobs and people dressed like mermaids (for the mermaid parade) to a loud obnoxious grown (emphasis on the GROWN) man screaming "BROOKLYN" on the train. LOL. It was indeed a long but fun ride. As we exited the train the crowd to just get on the boardwalk of Coney Island was ridiculous. It had to be a fire hazard. I felt like everywhere i turned i was envenomed by the thousands of people that surrounded me. Finally making it to the Aquarium (whose line was outstandingly long by the way) I was so excited to see all that i remembered as a child. So sad and sudden to my  memories, the Aquarium was nothing that i had remembered it to be. It seemed so tiny. I was so confused as to what was going on. But non the less I enjoyed it because I had my two little ones with me being silly only like they know how to be. I seen almost everything, Walruses, ugly fish, pretty fish, a alligator that was in the tank with turtles??, HUGE sea turtles, sting rays, Sharks, and my favorite of all JELLYFISH. The jellyfish exhibit was outstanding. It was here i grew a greater and more in depth understanding of the many types of jellyfish. There were jellyfish that had the power to send you into a great shock or even worse a coma. Then there were jellyfish who you merely felt if they were ever to sting you at all. I also learned that anemone were actually jellyfish!! Go figure. While i always thought they were pretty plants underneath the ocean, they evoked and withstood the power to sting, paralyze, or even kill some of the things that fell into its welcoming tentacles. After being in the Aquarium I had about enough underwater life. Taking the train back was a breeze, clutching my I-pod and listening to R&B, I was missing the one who kept me smiling. Mr. Brandyn.

As I reached Queens i anticipated seeing him. After reaching his home i lay as he ate (fatboy lol). Then we cuddled and slept off and on for at least two hours. Remembering I had to go to church in the morning I awakened him with a kiss. Ending the night with a beautiful kiss by him, I was exhausted. I knew it was time to catch some z'ssss. Texting him until I fell asleep!!!

I woke up this morning and remembered I DIDN'T BLOG!!!! SHEESH. so here I am before church.

So I accomplished two of my many goals which was to go to the Aquarium and smiling. Today i will snap a photo of a flower that has memorability. !!

Smiling away because I have the greatest boyfriend EVERRRRR!!

"If I were to try to count the ways you make me smile, I'd run out of fingers before I run out of time to begin."